one of my goals in the Day Zero Project is to write down 100 of my dreams, which i will be posting in a series called … In My Dreams (which if you read it with my blog title, would be called OhSnapGuessWhatISawInMyDreams?!)
a company i used to work for wanted to start doing these tests with a very very heavily radioactive liquid material, the second test having to use my phone (which had a keyboard at the time) to test how it would interact with cell phone waves (i guess) while someone texted, the pad was covered with a little patch of the radioactive material, and one of the coworkers had gotten sick from it, and all of a sudden we had a council where someone was being interviewed in regard to tests, and i don’t remember if i was defending her or just watching the trial, but it was brought up that several brain procedures had to be done in order for her to be at the health level that she was, and all of a sudden the point was brought up that there were others who were exposed to the radiation…
cutting to the part that i remember most vividly, somehow i find a large group of people, all who had a colored pencil to themselves, and we were far far in the sky, and we needed to get away from something, either we were all about to be involved in some testing, or something was endangering our lives and we needed to escape, so we decided to grab onto eachothers pencils, (now for some reason we were all the same size as the pencils and could grab on linking arms to them so we bunched the pencils together to keep us all in the same group) and we jumped out of the building/platform we were on, and we held eachother tight, but one person slipped, and we tried to get them by the green pencil that they had, but they wouldnt catch it, so then someone with a dark blue pencil jumped out to save them, ultimately sacrificing hisself.. this was someone i was close to, but dont recognize, and we realized it was crazy to jump off not knowing how we would land, but we landed on something that caught us all.. and had the person with the dark blue pencil landed with us they would have saved them both..
when we landed it was as if it was the end of one of those end of the world type movies, the culprit had been arrested, everyone was ready to move on from the horror that had passed in their lives, and there was a funeral that had just gone on for the 2 or 3 people who had died during the process of testing, and falling apparently they knew.. and my friend nancy came out of the funeral procession in a magnificent white dress, almost as she dressed like frida kahlo, but with this HUGE metal cross as a part of the dress in front of her chest, and i walked to her with the bunch of colored pencils in my hand and i said this is all we could save, and as i said that they fell to the floor, we were on grass, and i dropped to my knees and wept for what had happened, and in reality i felt so much loss, and a sense of failure, at this moment where we had tried so hard to survive. and as nancy reached down to comfort me i woke up.
- This is precisely how I feel about friendship.. if you’re my friend, believe in the fact that i’m learning your song, moved by the style, and singing backup in times of joy, and soulful sorrow.. humming the words to myself on my way through life, and in love with the sweet dissonance between my song and yours
Getting really excited about the slew of tablets coming out with the android platform, this one seems to have it all together, especially with video chat! I think the large question is still how Android and Chrome OS will pan out..
Gotta get my hands on this device soon!
|Yul Brenner: Look in the mirror, and tell me what you see!|
|Junior Bevill: I see Junior.|
|Yul Brenner: You see Junior? Well, let me tell you what I see. I see pride! I see power! I see a bad-ass mother who don't take no crap off of nobody!|